The sun is hot today. Bright, glowing orb of the heavens, I bless thee and beseech thee: give me rest from thy heat. O Lord who controls the lights, please, for thy servant: grant me relief.
My legs are tired from travel, and my back sore from porting my supplies. The cotton vestments itch and scrape my sweat laden torso. My sandals are worn; the leather creaks with each movement.
My feet! How disgusting my feet! Grimy and covered in dirt; sweat from my legs caking mud to my toes. Jagged rocks have caused numerous lacerations, and dried blood marks only the sections that are not covered in earth.
My destination: I see it! A small hill in the distance – the length from my hut to father’s. I miss father, and mother, my wife and my kids. I haven’t seen them in months.
Why? Why did I undertake this message? This calling? Why did I agree to go? I’m tired, sore, hot, lonely, and my feet! My feet!
Closer now, there it is. I see the spot where I will stand and deliver. What am I even to say? I have not the words. O Lord who controls the earth and its inhabitants – grant thy servant words.
Almost there, a little - aah! Cursed rock! Rest ye in the middle of the road to torture the wandering soul! My feet, you have injured my feet: the vessel of the vassal! I throw you to the depths of the hells, you accursed creation. I damn thee to the depths of nonexistence for your wicked stature.
I cannot continue. My feet are burning, I am tired, the sun – O Lord who controls the universe: please dim the light!
Sheep bray in the distance; a breeze wisps the olive trees.
What am I doing here? I have no message, no life changing speech. I have nothing new to say. I am worthless; certainly not worthy to do Your holy work, O Lord who controls all of time and space. You who reign in Your Holy Land, Yisroel. You who discern every man good and blessed in your sight, O Lord who pours salvation: grant thy servant strength.
Twenty more steps till destination is upon me. Blood is coursing from my feet and on holy ground nonetheless. Tattered they carry my body the last twenty steps, trudging with a might that they cannot know. Strips of flesh are hanging on only through their mercy to me. I collapse and remove my sandals, writhing in the dirt. Rocks that have been digging into my soles fall out of their place, allowing new blood to flow freely onto the blessed land. My wineskin in hand, I begin to wash my wounds. Hand outstretched to the final rock where I will once again stand, I begin to crawl to my appointed spot.
How beautiful on the mountain
are the feet of those who bring good news,
who proclaim peace
who bring good tidings
who proclaim salvation
who say to Zion
“Your God Reigns.”